I give you the light. That’s the only way to truly make the most use of any gifts you might have. They are useless and stunted if you are selfish with them as they d not benefit the world as they might and they don’t grow as they should because they are never exposed to natural evolution. Nothing can grow in isolation. Everything is added back to the world in some form. Whether that form is distorted, stunted or exemplary depends on how the gift has been nurtured. Or not. Everything belongs to the world. All we do is serve as vessels. What the highest artists in any craft know. A vagary of the religious servitude of saints. All these people with great gifts and much suffrage seem to come to the same place. There may actually be eternal truths in this thing.